Let me cry..  just for now.

Let me cry..  just for now.

day 17 of many

Did i tell u that i dreamt of u last week.
Ur eyes had this longing that I wished was for me.
Ur hand was just a few inches away from me.
I’d like to hold them. Feel them. Keep them.

When I woke up.. I found that I was smiling..

day 16 of many

Since you were gone, I have missed you more and more..
I dreamt of you the other night.. I think you were beside me watching over me..
Thank you for loving me.. caring for me.. making me smile..
I love you and you never left my side.. thank you.

day 15 of many

I know you are here.. but you won’t get to read this.
I know you are here… but I dont think you’ll see me
I know you are here.. but you have not texted me.
I know you are here.. but you forgot that I loved you once.

I miss you in my dreams.

Marbled balloon — my heart

Marbled balloon — my heart

Maybe after painting a few.. I could finally show you how I feel.. 
Til then.. look at her with an open soul.

Maybe after painting a few.. I could finally show you how I feel..

Til then.. look at her with an open soul.

day 14 of many

Time to get more quality sketch book. :) I wana draw.. I wana love again. ♥

day 13 of many

What I learned today and should honestly apply it to my daily mantra..

I don’t need anybody’s approval EXCEPT MINE..

I’m setting myself free so that I could breath fresh air for once..

My inspiration: harajuku lovers. ♥

My inspiration: harajuku lovers. ♥

titancia:

archiemcphee:

Once again the awesome power of nature goes and produces something that looks like it couldn’t possibly be real. Last time it was the Jewel Caterpillar. Now we have the prettiest ear of corn we’ve ever seen.

This is the aptly named Glass Gem Corn. The photos are from Seeds Trust (“a 25 year-old family seed company dedicated to teaching you to save your own seeds, grow a delicious home garden and create stunning native landscapes”) who shared the following background story about this stunning vegetable:

“Seedsman Greg Schoen got the seed from Carl Barnes, a part-Cherokee man, now in his 80’s, in Oklahoma. He was Greg’s “corn-teacher”. Greg was in the process of moving last year and wanted someone else to store and protect some of his seeds. He left samples of several corn varieties, including glass gem. I grew out a small handful this past summer just to see. 
The rest, as they say is history. I got so excited, I posted a picture on Facebook. We have never seen anything like this. Unfortunately, we did not grow out enough to sell. Look for a small amount for sale starting in August 2011.”

Of course now we can’t help but wonder if it tastes as good as it looks. 

[via TYWKIWDBI and Farming and Agriculture]

Can we add this to my life list of things to try?

First stop, to the original author of this girl. Thank you for inpiring me. ♥ 
How I wish I could improve everytime I draw. :)

First stop, to the original author of this girl. Thank you for inpiring me. ♥

How I wish I could improve everytime I draw. :)

larrymonseratepiojo:

URBAN SOUL 04: CEBU CITYStreet Photography WorkshopJune 9-10, 2012http://larrymonseratepiojo.com/workshops For Inquiries & Reservations: 0918.935.9579Look for: Paul Gotiong 

larrymonseratepiojo:

URBAN SOUL 04: CEBU CITY
Street Photography Workshop
June 9-10, 2012

http://larrymonseratepiojo.com/workshops 

For Inquiries & Reservations:
0918.935.9579
Look for: Paul Gotiong 

day 12 of many

U may have the love of ur life.
And I don’t..

U may have friends u trust.
And I don’t..

U may have peace of mind.
And I don’t..

What I have.. absolutely.. NOTHING.♥

day 11 of many

A friendship..
A separation..
A relationship..
A new meeting..
A farewell..

Can change a person.
Can make u hate.
Can cause grief.
Can make u forget me..

day 10 of many

So.. how pathetic can I be.. 365 days in a year and I only wrote 10 days of 2012.

What is writing to me?
A release?
An attention seeking sh*t?
A stress reliever?
Well.. all of above..

There are times I wonder if I could even share what’s inside me. All the confused thought.. even the slight thought of love.. hate.

Hmmmm…

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the MIX of me

a MIX of sorrow and pain, a MIX of fuck ups, a MIX of love & hate, a MIX of happiness and tears..

a MIX of CEZ